Right and Wrong Side all day long.

It's been a bad day and a good day. Up early for lab work and I feel like hell, but as usual I will endure. I think.

Bed

I was just wondering what it would be like to have a nice, honest man in my life. I've been alone a long time. But then, I think, I surely would be on the wrong side of the bed because a man takes over your life and you become chief cook and bottlewasher. Who the hell needs that? Not to mention sexual slave. Blah.

Wrong Side!!!!!!!!!!

3:30am again!! Headache.

Wrong side of bed

Up at 2:30 am! Definitely wrong side.

Wrong side of bed

For 5 days.

Got up on right side of bed too damned late

Not much to say, but a lot of things to do. Title says it all.

e-cigarette

I ordered a starter kit at e-smokeytreats.com thanks to Dustin Hardy at http://e-cigreview.com/reviews/43-esmokeytreats/78-e-smokeytreatscom-pen-and-mini-review.
Hoping this will help me lay off cigarettes, still has nicotine, but no ash, no tar, and no odor. I am very hopeful about this.
Well, I received the kit yesterday and so far I'm disappointed. Gives a nasty taste in mouth, makes me nauseous, and gives an immediate headache with each drag that increases for as long as I use the e-cig.. Back to thinking of other alternatives.

I started to delete this post. But then I thought why should I? This is my personal review : Wrong side of the bed. I wasted 82 bucks for something that made me sick. E-cigs are just not for me I guess. I may try what they call the veggie juice the first of the month. We'll see. I Just Need To Quit Smoking!

Got up on right side of bed too damned early

Too early but in a better mood. Still in pain from the damned elbow.
I have my TV set to come on the solid gold oldies channel. This morning The Temptations were on singing 'The Way You Do The Things You Do', one of my all time favorites. Found it on youtube and listened again.
Working on adding to Cats I Admire album on facebook. I admire so many that this album will take time to complete, if ever.

Elbow & Etc.

Cast and staples off the elbow and I'm able to type with both hands again. It still painful and I'm having muscles spasms, but I will endure and I'm sure I will have full use of the arm in a few weeks.

4th is tomorrow and Gerri has invited me to the party at Pat's, but I probably won't go because of this stupid arm. Another 4th alone. Boo-hoo. John is going to Folly Beach with Kevin. Jamie probably going to his campground. Alysa off with her friends. When the kids were small the 4th was a big deal, but now it's just another day for me.

My sons are good to me when I need them, but I wish we could have more family togetherness. As I've said to myself and to others : they are grown now and have their own lives so I can not expect them to include me in their activities.

Alysa doesn't respond to me on Facebook and this bothers me. But she is only 18 and is concerned with her friends and not with her old granny.

I guess I'm sorta down today and this is being reflected in this post. This is my diary and I can reflect my moods as I see fit.

I really want to get better from all the stuff that has happened to me since October!! The right foot is still not right and I feel ill most days. I so want to have a life again.

Buddy brings joy to my life and I enjoy the osh_pro list and facebook and I think I can get back to Yahoo answers now. I want to be able to sell my collection of glass so I can buy another cat. I'd like one from 7th heaven. All of this is alone type stuff and I would like to get out among people again so I can relate in real life.